Posts Tagged ‘meh’

Plodding along…

Monday, June 28th, 2010

Ever feel drained of ambition? Like you’ve pushed yourself but you have now reached a kind of plateau? Yeah… that’s kind of where I am at right now. Love my job, love my life… not quite sure where to go from here though. Not literally but perhaps more in a meta-physical sense of the word.

I’d never profess to being a driven man, things kind of happen to me along the way as life passes me by. I feel more like a spectator than a player sometimes. Am I alone in this outlook I wonder?

Once I figure out what I actually “want” I guess I will know where my life is heading. meh… I guess I’ve hit upon ‘apathetic’ Monday……

I’m not down, or depressed. I’m not annoyed. I’m not exstatic either….

…who knows…

in a word?

clueless…..

?

….Oh Well…

Tuesday, October 27th, 2009

So, if you think you have a suffered lifestyle, or that you are hard done by, then perhaps spare a thought for my mum. At present she is pretty much housebound, with carers visiting on a daily basis. On the menu of woes are the following – Arthritis of the Spine, Prolapse Discs in the Spine, Angina, Chronic Obstructive Breathing Disorder; which necessitates an Oxygen Compressor being present at all times at her home, and an Illioscopy limiting what food she can enjoy. All of this is pretty depressing stuff huh!? Despite such adversity she recently passed her 60th Birthday. It’s a shame I couldn’t have been round to take part in whatever celebrations may have taken place (being on the other side of the planet at the time) – what further dampens this story though is she won’t have appreciated any efforts for her big day because to add to her list she now has Cateracts and Glaucoma of her eyes…. which will need surgery to fix.

Whilst this is likley to require a local anaesthetic to deal with, I always fear when surgery and anaesthesia is involved, since the last time she had any major surgery she nearly didn’t leave the hospital and ended up in Intensive Care for a time.

Guess I’m feeling a little helpless at the moment….and filled with even LESS confidence in the UK welfare system.

Still Breathing…

Thursday, March 26th, 2009

Yes I am still alive! Unfortunatley I have left this blog a little neglected of late – either through social or work distraction. I guess it’s good for me to leave things for a while becuase it gives you lot out there the opportunity to miss me, and speculate about what’s happening in my boring, ordinary and well…plain existence…. ;p

Meh!!?!

Wednesday, January 7th, 2009

NO I like constructive criticism as much as the next man, and apparently “COURTNEY” thinks my blog is boring, like totally yawntastic…though I am paraphrasing here…so well anyways, I guess I have to step up to the plate and agree…that my blog has gotten a bit more boring than usual of late.

So what can I do about this travesty? This terrible situation of online downfall? Hmmmm…..please send you answers on a postcard to my comments box ;p

Yawn….

Sunday, October 19th, 2008

Another longish weekend it seems in terms of burning the candle at boths ends of the wick. After the Beer band gig in Friday, hit town heavy until about 4am; then on Saturday went to the Billiard Room in town to shoot some pool – and help out on a blind date, that to be frank went less than favourably…ok so it didn’t go at all! All the ladies concerned piked out at the last minute…and I mean last minute…I’m not personally bothered as it wasn’t for ‘my’ benefit but hey….that’s life.

Sunday – for me today this is the day of rest. I have done tons of sleeping, and feel the need to do more sleeping. I feel like I haven’t slept for a month still! I sure hope I feel better for all this sleeping tomorrow….otherwise; I’ll be annoyed.

In other news I am currently enjoying watching season two of Heroes which roks! I guess I am months behind most people now; what with not having any TV reception and all?

Happy Friday Everyone!

Friday, August 1st, 2008

…Well why not!

I’m having a bit of an outside-of-the-box weekend this weekend, whereby I try a few new approaches to different situations, and perhaps even push my social boundaries a little. It’s amazing the effect a tiny little bit of ‘Social Engineering’ can have!

Also after my last straw poll, I have just realised I have been to over 103 cities in 12 different countries…now that is far and wide travelled indeed! If I come across anything interesting from my weekend then I will no doubt post a new blog, but just in case I don’t – Have a GREAT weekend all!